Today was fine at school , had swimming . It was actually selection for the swimming gala .WTF! I DON'T WANA TAKE PART IN SWIMING GALA ! NO WAY ...... but thn , what to do? everyone has to take part ....:( So yea , everything went out kinda normal today . Until it was English period, done all the work teacher gave us . so I went to chat with Eugene and Veenod .

Veenod told me something that i wanna know since a month ago.Seriously , I desprately wanted to know the answer since long ago , but eventually i couldn't find it outr . It actually made me really emo . Honestly i cried alot becoz of this . It's really hurtful . If I had the chance to choose again , I wouldn't want to know the answer .

My day was totally ruined by that thing . I was dreaming whole day long . My body doesnt belong to me . I felt bad . REal bad . I'm sorry .

-X -
If there's any chances you're reading this . I'm sorry . If it's bcoz of me . Im really sorry . You should have told me . Don't avoid me pls . I still wana be friends with you . I mean real good friends . I don't know what to do . And yet , I'm blaming you becoz you avoided me not even knowing that you're actually facing lots of problems . I'm trully sorry .

Eh! someone who know that -X- person ! ask him to read my blog pls! Seriously cannot tahan lah!!!.........nahhh.....forget it , I don't have the guts to talk to him . :(