Jeez....I've got nothing to post lah.
Sigh , he's obviously still avoiding me . Why did he's friend told me everything ? If I don't know anything from the starting . I won't do such stupid things and I won't started to talk back to him . It's like the most stupid thing I had ever done in my life and it's seriously a WRONG decision to talk back to him! I've just made myself cheap . I mean , iiishhh ...... Im kinda like keep annoying him when he doesnt even want to talk to me ! WtF ! Trully regret lahhh....someone help me ! What is wrong with him ah anyway? I actually wanted to be friends with him . You know , when u're talking to some of his friends he will walk away or avoid you . It sucks lah! But thn, he doesnt wana talk to me, he doesnt want to be friends with me . And i still have to fake out those happiness infront of him when i'm not even happy . He made me emo for a thousand times . Don't he realise that he's actually really selfish ???? Just tell me lah! It's not that I'm gonna cry and beg you not to leave me . I SWEAR , I WONT . Nahhh.......not infront of him , but I can do ANYTHING when I'm alone or when i'm with my close friends -.-' It's gone , All gone . We're not friends anymore . So what ? I already knew this day will come , it's just the matter of time . And now that it really came , I had to learn to let it go .
Ok , I might be lying to myself . Ask Brenda , she knows everything . But yet , I wana tell my friends that I'm sorry for always being emo and scolding you guyz for small reasons . I'm sorry .
Sigh , he's obviously still avoiding me . Why did he's friend told me everything ? If I don't know anything from the starting . I won't do such stupid things and I won't started to talk back to him . It's like the most stupid thing I had ever done in my life and it's seriously a WRONG decision to talk back to him! I've just made myself cheap . I mean , iiishhh ...... Im kinda like keep annoying him when he doesnt even want to talk to me ! WtF ! Trully regret lahhh....someone help me ! What is wrong with him ah anyway? I actually wanted to be friends with him . You know , when u're talking to some of his friends he will walk away or avoid you . It sucks lah! But thn, he doesnt wana talk to me, he doesnt want to be friends with me . And i still have to fake out those happiness infront of him when i'm not even happy . He made me emo for a thousand times . Don't he realise that he's actually really selfish ???? Just tell me lah! It's not that I'm gonna cry and beg you not to leave me . I SWEAR , I WONT . Nahhh.......not infront of him , but I can do ANYTHING when I'm alone or when i'm with my close friends -.-' It's gone , All gone . We're not friends anymore . So what ? I already knew this day will come , it's just the matter of time . And now that it really came , I had to learn to let it go .
Ok , I might be lying to myself . Ask Brenda , she knows everything . But yet , I wana tell my friends that I'm sorry for always being emo and scolding you guyz for small reasons . I'm sorry .
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